Magick is nothing else than the manipulation of your own thoughts. Your thoughts are creating your surroundings, your life. Learn how to control your thoughts. Learn how to be truthful to yourself. If you admit to yourself the truth, when you become conscious of it, then, and only then will you be able to change it. To change your thoughts. To change your surroundings. Slowly you will be able create the reality your heart truly desires.
Learn from the past, accept the present and create your future!